Saturday, April 27, 2013

Friday night decisions

Tonight I felt strange having to decide whether to stay at home or go to the music performace and the housewarming party that I have been invited to.

Arriving home from work I watched the following two speeches and I am quite happy that I did again. Its been a long time since I watched them. See TED talk section above.

I like to share these two TED talks. Here we go:



And here is the second one:



So back to my decision. I felt the lack of sleeping-feeling and thought it might be a good idea to have a nap on the couch listening to some music and then go refreshed out to town. I did so. Got up, refreshed myself and thought Who the heck am I treating myself that way? Heard of that before: We are not a body having a soul, but a soul living in a body? Well, I like this view from the outside. Its helping me making decisions. So I thought about myself going down to town and listen to the music and join the housewarming. And somehow it did not feel comfortable at all...I thought I have to give my body the rest it is asking for. Even though I will have the feeling of missing something and miss the funny and entertaining moments and the jokes and the chats...I am trying to teach myself/ to understand what I read so often - that I dont have to say NO to myself when saying YES to somebody. And most of those somebodys dont even know that I am saying NO to myself just to say YES to them. We are all individuals? Well, think about it!

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